GOD HELP ME
From the ends of the earth, I cry to you for help when my heart is overwhelmed. Lead me to the towering rock of safety, —Psalm 61:2

God answers prayers. Cry unto Him.
Naturally, I prefer to do things behind the scenes.
I’m afraid of the stage light.
I don’t like to be seen probably because of social anxiety.
I like to be on my own enjoying the blessedness of solitude.
It makes it difficult for me to do anything that requires a public view or opinion.
Introversion just tries so hard to invade the best of me on a regular day.
I feel limited.
My strength fails me.
The fears overwhelm me.
The future scares me
My mind consumes me.
… Jesus calms the storm,
Jesus stops the storm,
Jesus can do anything for me…
This song from a movie I watched titled “JAILER” by Mount zion movies kept ringing in my heart all day. I’m guilty of jailing myself, my gifts, potentials and who God has called me to be and represent. The reluctance to step out makes me feel trapped within myself.
Usually, I refer to myself as Moses or Gideon. I keep asking God for confirmation over and over and over again when I’m inspired to do something. Even though I don’t like to disobey God, I’m more afraid to do anything without His hand over it. Funny enough, I am still asking God for another confirmation but I believe this song came as a confirmation to keep me going.
I’m learning to do things even when I’m afraid.
@queenbethz
I’m learning to embrace the grace that comes with deep surrender.
I’m learning to step into who God has called me to be.
At the end of the day, it’s not about what you can or cannot do but what God can do through you.
Indeed there’s nothing too hard for God to do. He makes the impossible possible. I can boldly testify that I have been able to do a lot of things that my natural self would not have been able to do. Gracefully, I’m a firm believer that on my own I can not make it — but with Christ all things are possible. Without His presence, I am simply nothing!
Most of the things I’ve been able to do, I started them afraid, not ready or highly unmotivated.
On my own I’m almost unable to do anything.
It is not quite easy to do but I love it so much when Jesus steps in the boat and makes all thing possible when I let myself go.
It assures me that indeed, He’s my strength when I’m weak. In His presence, I’m unashamed and flawless. I find safety and so much warmth. I feel strengthened and limitless. With His power, I am able to do and I feel powerful.
Hey beautiful Soul,
I don’t know which situation you find yourself in now.
It might be so challenging and long overdue.
But I believe in the help of the the Lord because I am a product of God’s help.
Cry unto the Lord and He will help you. I’ve never seen the righteous forsaken. He will turn things around for you. Hallelujah!

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